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The One Where Mirjam Gets Conjured By Her Alternate Version.Chronicle Date: April 12, 1991 So I’m conjured again by an alternate version of Me. I called her the Wicked Witch of M (basically inspired by the Wicked Witch of the West and the Wizard of Oz), because her incursion of my (un)reality was particularly wicked and ruthless when she carried me off into a counterpart (un)reality corrupted by destruction, dooming my (un)reality and intending to collapse it into delirium. Brutal and dark, I could never see coming, and in the midst of this pain, a terrifying realisation hit me: If this emotionally disemboweling experience could happen once, it could happen again! In a different (un)reality… Depending on the angle of view and incidence of light the play of colors on their surface reminded me of normal soap bubbles in the sunlight. But of course they weren’t just some normal soap bubbles. I could conjure my troubling feelings and thoughts into them and watch them floating softly away until their contents bursted into multicolored blobs of paint. Those thousands of rainbow colored bubbles blessed me with a beloved guest… ...and kept someone else from entering. It should be no surprise that Mirjam knew some secrets to inspire herself. The last thing she wanted was another abduction by the Wicked Witch of M, so she was careful to not let things get too dark anymore. When emotional shielding goes up, it transforms a character, it can send you off-grid for years, and create destruction beyond the known realm of the Wicked Witch's power. And the truth is, the cost has been higher than I could admit for years. Until a deeper urgency emerged that prompted a course correction. Something called. I’ve been talking about the merits of the shadow kingdom to students, clients and of course, you, my dear readers. Talking that the 'negative' parts appear deliberately. The universe wanting us to engage with ourselves, that we are meant to face ourselves on a very deep level. It’s like those 'negative' parts are brought up to the surface to be seen and to be touched, so that we are able to relate to them in a deep way. To face them and to deal with them. If you’re anything like me, I want to get you up on my soapbox and say something to you. They are meant to have a powerful impact on ourselves. To disturb you. So that you can deal with them, to face and deal with the obstacles (through a specific process). We can’t always see the 'positive' side of ourselves… We will miss what needs to be worked on. We can’t only use positive affirmations or positive thinking because they don't help us deal with the obstacles to manifesting the heart qualities. The universe wants us to learn and grow. "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it."― Rumi That’s why I’m not sending you a link to a beautiful sales page my alternate version of 1991 would have written about how to obtain the Book Of Love to oppose the Wicked Witch of M, and telling you how amazing your life will be once you have followed those steps with Mirjam alternate 1991. I do want you to manifest this heart quality, Reader, as I want for myself. (I guess there is no human being who does not want this heart quality to manifest in their life, even the so-called 'villains'). And that means two things coming up in the throwforward (un)reality:
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